Jyotir-lingam: The Column of Light

Jyotir-lingam: The Column of Light

An Exposition by Ami Bansal

One of my earliest introductions to the greatness of Lord Shiva—the supreme Lord whom we honor on Mahashivaratri—was Shri Guru Gita. As a young person who grew up studying the teachings of my Guru, Shri Gurumayi Chidvilasananda, and regularly visiting Gurudev Siddha Peeth, I knew that Shri Guru Gita was among the most sacred scriptural texts on the Siddha Yoga path. This svadhyaya text, which was imparted by Lord Shiva to Goddess Parvati, always fascinated me for its riveting exposition on the nature of Shri Guru. In its teachings, I found direction for how to understand, value, and worship my Guru.

One afternoon, during a visit to Gurudev Siddha Peeth when I was around eleven years old, I picked up my svadhyaya book and began to read and study in detail the meaning of the verses of Shri Guru Gita. It took me a few days to learn about each of the hundred and eighty-two verses that Lord Shiva conveys in this scripture. I focused on every single Sanskrit word, trying to understand its meaning. By the end of my study, one thing became very clear to me, and that was Lord Shiva’s teaching:

न गुरोरधिकं न गुरोरधिकम्।

na guror-adhikaṁ na guror-adhikam

There is nothing greater than Shri Guru.
Indeed there is nothing greater than Shri Guru.1

इदमेव शिवं त्विदमेव शिवम्।

idam eva shivaṁ tv-idam eva shivam

The Guru principle is Shiva.
Indeed, the Guru principle is Shiva.2

I remember feeling relieved to have this clarity that Shri Guru is, in fact, supreme Shiva—that Lord Shiva is not different from my Guru. From then on, whenever I repeated Om Namah Shivaya, the chaitanya mantra, the mantra given by Shri Guru and enlivened by the Guru’s shakti, I knew that I was honoring the presence of my Guru, who is the supreme Lord Shiva and the Self within me.

In the Indian scriptural tradition, Lord Shiva is not just one of many gods; he is Mahadeva, the greatest of all gods. At the same time, Lord Shiva holds the most exalted seat of the Adi-guru, the primordial and foremost Guru. He is the embodiment of supreme Consciousness and the teacher of all forms of divine knowledge, including yoga, meditation, music, and dance. He is the Guru of many of the gods and sages and has revealed innumerable scriptures that have led thousands of seekers, across millennia, toward Self-realization.

In Shri Guru Gita, Lord Shiva himself explains the meaning of this word “Guru”:

गुकारस्त्वन्धकारश्च रुकारस्तेज उच्यते।
अज्ञान-ग्रासकं ब्रह्म गुरुरेव न संशयः॥

gukāras tv andhakāraś ca rukāras teja ucyate
ajñāna-grāsakaṁ brahma gurur eva na saṁśayaḥ

The syllable “gu” represents darkness, and the syllable “ru” signifies light.
Without a doubt, Shri Guru is the Supreme Absolute that devours and destroys ignorance.3

Thus, the true “Gu-ru” is the one who takes us away from the obscurity of illusion and the darkness of ignorance and brings us into the light of knowledge and the divine awareness of our own Self.

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One of the most revered and profound symbols of Lord Shiva is the shiva-lingam. The story of how the shiva-lingam came to be is told by Lord Brahma in the Linga Purana.

The story begins with Lord Brahma and Lord Vishnu in the celestial realms, discussing which of them is greater. As they debate, a magnificent column of light appears in front of them. The light is phenomenally refulgent, yet at the same time, its presence is perfectly soothing and calm.

In the Linga Purana, Lord Brahma narrates his experience of seeing this lingam:

ज्वालामालासहस्त्राढ्यं कालानलशतोपमम्।
क्षयवृद्धिविनिर्मुक्तमादिमध्यांतवर्जितम्॥
अनौपम्यमनिर्देश्यमव्यक्तं विश्वसंभवम्।

jvālāmālāsahastrāḍhyaṁ kālānalaśatopamam
kṣayavṛddhivinirmuktamādimadhyāṁtavarjitam
anaupamyamanirdeśyamavyaktaṁ viśvasaṁbhavam

It had innumerable clusters of flames that were comparable to so many all-consuming fires. Its light was steady, with no decline or increase. The lingam was matchless, pre-eminent, and inexplicable. It was the source of the universe.4

Awestruck by the breathtaking brilliance of this light, Lord Brahma and Lord Vishnu pause their debate. They both wish to know more about this infinite illumined pillar. Lord Brahma takes the form of a swan and attempts to find its beginning, and Lord Vishnu, assuming his avatara as a boar, endeavors to look for the end. Yet their efforts are in vain. They cannot come close to the source or end of this light. As they are realizing this, they see, emerging from within the center of this column, the resplendent form of a man. It is Lord Shiva.

What Lord Brahma and Lord Vishnu were beholding in this story was the primordial shiva-lingam—the svayambhu, or self-manifested lingam; the jyotir-lingam, the column of light, the infinite blazing flame that simply is, that simply exists, and that is the glowing backbone of this entire cosmos.

In the Linga Purana, Lord Brahma further described the sight of the first shiva-lingam to an assemblage of gods:

तदा समभवत्तत्र नादो वै शब्दलक्षणः।
ओमोमिति सुरश्रेष्ठाः सुव्यक्तः प्लुतलक्षणः॥

tadā samabhavattatra nādo vai śabdalakṣaṇaḥ
omomiti suraśreṣṭhāḥ suvyaktaḥ plutalakṣaṇaḥ

O excellent gods, then from the column of light arose the thundering primordial sound AUM. It was a lucid, distinct, long, and lingering sound.5

This shiva-lingam was therefore not different from the resonance of the primordial sound AUM, and as such, it constituted within it all the Vedas and all knowledge. The Linga Purana further says that the light of the lingam surpassed the luminosity of the sun, moon, and fire. The Purana describes Lord Shiva in this form as shuddha-sphatika, the pure, effulgent crystal that is devoid of attributes, that is taintless, undisturbed, and free from the pairs of opposites. This lingam was the universal Self; it was brahmanda, the “cosmic egg” that represented the entire cosmos and from which this whole universe arose.

On the Siddha Yoga path, we learn from Gurumayi’s teachings, and from our own experience, that this cosmic column of light is within each of our beings. In visual depictions of the subtle body, the shiva-lingam is often shown to be seated in the muladhara chakra, where the latent Kundalini Shakti resides. This chakra is the base of the column of light, which rises all the way up to the crown of the head.

As seekers, our journey to Self-knowledge begins when we receive Shri Guru’s grace in the form of shaktipat diksha. As we steadily follow the guru-marga, the path shown by the Guru, this inner shakti that the Guru has awakened within us rises upward through the column of radiance until it reaches the sahasrara, the thousand-petaled lotus in the crown of the head, which is described in the Indian scriptures as the abode of Sadashiva, the beneficent Lord Shiva. It is here that Mahakundalini Shakti becomes one with Mahadeva, the great Lord Shiva, and the disciple comes to experience perfect unity with their beloved Guru and with their inner Self.

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The goal of all outer worship we do on the Siddha Yoga path is to lead us to the Self within. The shiva-lingam symbolizes both the inner pathway of light treaded by Mahakundalini Shakti and the goal of that mystical passage. When we worship the shiva-lingam, we are worshiping the supreme light of the Self—the formless form of the Adi-guru that resides in the cave of the Heart.

The shiva-lingam can take different forms. Many of the shiva-lingam in India are naturally occurring; they are svayambhu, self-manifested, and as such, their shapes vary. Most frequently they are in the shape of a large oval that represents the column of light, or a circular mound that symbolizes brahmanda, the cosmic egg, the source of all creation.

The man-made shiva-lingam that are installed in many temples and homes are usually made of stone and have a tall vertical cylinder that is rounded at the top and inserted into a pedestal that sits on a base. The cylinder represents the column of light. The top part of the cylinder (the part of it that is visible) represents Lord Shiva. The midsection of the cylinder, which is inside the pedestal and therefore not visible, represents Lord Vishnu. And the bottom section of the cylinder (inside the base and also not visible) represents Lord Brahma. The pedestal itself represents the Goddess, the supreme Shakti.

Shiva Linga

One of the meanings of the word lingam in the Sanskrit language is “mark” or “symbol.” The shiva-lingam symbolizes the whole universe—the energies of creation, sustenance, and dissolution, and most importantly, the supreme Shakti, the power that reveals this manifestation. Shiva and his Shakti are inseparable.

The shiva-lingam is most often worshiped by doing a simple abhishek. After the abhishek, one can also anoint the shiva-lingam with fragrant oil or sandalwood paste, and then offer flowers and leaves that are sacred to Lord Shiva (such as lotus flowers and bilva leaves) by placing them on the top of the lingam. It is traditional to then light a lamp, offer incense, and chant or recite the mantra Om Namah Shivaya.

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According to the legends of the Puranas, after the Adi-guru Shiva first appeared in the heavenly realms to Lord Brahma and Lord Vishnu, he manifested through the ages as a dazzling column of light, the jyotir-lingam, in various locations to protect and guide his devotees. It is said that whenever Lord Shiva appeared, his devotees asked him to stay in that location forever, and so he took the form of a physical lingam for the benefit of humanity.

As the Shiva Mahapurana, one of the Indian scriptures that expounds on the nature of Lord Shiva, says:

लोकानामुपकारार्थं स्वलिंगं चाप्यकल्पयत्।
तल्लिंगं पूजयित्वा तु सिद्धिं समधिगच्छति॥

lokānāmupakārārthaṁ svaliṃgaṁ cāpyakalpayat
talliṃgaṁ pūjayitvā tu siddhiṁ samadhigacchati

He, the supreme Lord Shiva, created his form
as the lingam for the benefit and upliftment of the worlds.
The devotee attains perfection by worshipping that form.6

There are twelve main jyotir-lingam in India. To this day, these jyotir-lingam are visited by seekers, and they are considered to be some of the most sacred shrines to Lord Shiva. The temples created around them are sanctuaries of spiritual energy.

The jyotir-lingam shrines are all located by water—either on the banks of a river, close to the sea, or near another body of water such as a lake or a pond. Why is this choice of location for the supreme Self to become manifest so noteworthy? For both practical and philosophical reasons. Practically, because water is the source of life, it would be easier for people to settle around the temple if there were water there; the water could be used for drinking, bathing, and growing food. Philosophically, it is believed that water held and enhanced the spiritual power of a place of worship.

The twelve jyotir-lingam are numbered according to their sequence of manifestation as described in the Shiva Mahapurana. Each of them has specific import and embodies particular attributes of Lord Shiva.

For Siddha Yogis, the jyotir-lingam are of special significance because Baba Muktananda and Shri Gurumayi have visited and offered puja to nearly all of them in the course of their yatras, their pilgrimages around India.

Somanatha

The first jyotir-lingam is Somanatha, which means “lord of the moon.” Soma is a name for the moon and natha means “Lord.” Located on the shores of the Arabian Sea in the region of Veraval, Gujarat, Somanatha is said to be close to the Triveni Sangam, the confluence of the Hiranya, Kapila, and mythological Sarasvati rivers.

Somanath Temple
Somanath lingam

According to the Shiva Mahapurana, it was here that Chandradeva, the deity of the moon, engaged in fervent prayer to Lord Shiva. The story goes that Chandradeva had angered Prajapati, the son of Lord Brahma, and so Prajapati cursed Chandradeva to lose his identity and all his luster. Pleased with the moon god’s prayer, Lord Shiva appeared before Chandradeva as a shimmering light and gave him the blessing to wax and wane but not lose his luster. Lord Shiva also blessed the moon by giving him, in his crescent form, a place in his own locks. Since then, Lord Shiva has been known as “Somanatha,” the lord of the moon.

In Sanskrit, the word soma also means “nectar.” According to Shri Guru Gita, the inner Guru dwells in the region of the sahasrara, which is enveloped in chandra-prakasha7, the nectarean rays of the moon.

Mallikarjuna

Mallikarjuna, the second jyotir-lingam, is in the region of Shrishailam in the state of Andhra Pradesh.  It is situated on a hilltop by the river Krishna.

Mallikarjuna
Mallikarjuna

“Mallika” is a name of Goddess Parvati, and “Arjuna” is a term for Lord Shiva. Legend has it that Mallikarjuna is an abode of both Lord Shiva and Goddess Parvati; it is the seat of Lord Shiva in the form of the jyotir-lingam, and it is also a shakti peeth, a seat of the supreme Goddess.

Mallikarjuna is the bestower of health and prosperity and ensures the welfare of the world. The Shiva Mahapurana says that by doing puja to Lord Shiva in his form as Mallikarjuna, one is freed from all misery and attains supreme happiness. “Mallika” is also the name of a type of fragrant jasmine flower that is very dear to Lord Shiva.

Many saints and sages have expressed their adoration of Lord Shiva in the form of Mallikarjuna. This was, for example, the form of Lord Shiva that the poet-saint Shri Akkamahadevi wrote about in her poems and songs. She addressed him as her “beloved Lord as white as jasmine.” It was also here in Shrishailam that the revered sage Adi Shankaracharaya composed the Shivananda Lahari (“The Waves of Lord Shiva’s Bliss”), a hundred-verse hymn in praise of Mahadeva.

Baba Muktananda visited and offered puja to Mallikarjuna on many occasions.  During a visit in 1973, Baba performed abhishek to the jyotir-lingam, and then took the rudraksha mala he was wearing around his neck and put it on the shiva-lingam. Then he went into deep meditation.

Afterward, when Baba went to retrieve the mala, it wouldn’t budge! It was as good as stuck to the jyotir-lingam.  Baba smiled and said, “It looks like he likes my mala. He wants my mala.”

Then Baba asked the lingam, “Will you not give my mala back?” When he went to retrieve the mala again, it had loosened and it came off readily. Baba put the mala around his neck and said to the priest of the temple: “Lord Shiva wanted my mala because this mala was given to me by my Gurudev Bhagavan Nityananda.”

Mahakaleshvara

On the banks of the river Shipra in the city of Ujjain in Madhya Pradesh is the residence of Lord Shiva in the form of Mahakaleshvara. Maha-kala means “supreme Time” and ishvara is “Lord” or “ruler.”

Mahaleshvara
Mahaleshvara

In his personification as Mahakaleshvara, Lord Shiva is venerated as the sovereign of all time, and therefore also as Yama, the lord of death. When a sadhaka worships Mahakaleshvara, they are honoring the Adi-guru who is not bound by time, and who grants the experience of that which is timeless and eternal. According to the Shiva Mahapurana, Mahakaleshvara also gives blessings and protection to everything that is bound by time, which includes nature and the physical body.

Omkareshvara

The fourth jyotir-lingam is Omkareshvara on the banks of the sacred Narmada River in the city of Khandva in Madhya Pradesh. Omkara-ishvara literally means “the Lord of the primordial sound AUM.”

Omkareshvara temple
Omkareshvara temple

Omkareshvara is the essence and the soul of AUM. In this form, the great Adi-guru is honored as the sovereign of all sounds, letters, and mantras. He is the governing lord of matrika-shakti, the power that gives meaning to words. By practicing mantra japa, by reciting the sacred texts, by chanting, and by studying the teachings of the Guru, a sadhaka can better understand and recognize the presence of Omkareshvara in all sounds and language.

Kedarnatha

Seated among the snow-clad mountains and picturesque green meadows of the majestic Himalayas is the fifth jyotir-lingam: Kedarnatha, the “lord of the meadows.” The river Mandakini, a tributary of the sacred river Alakhananda, originates close to Kedarnath.

Kedarnatha temple
Kedarnatha temple

The temple to Kedarnatha is believed to have been built by the Pandavas centuries ago at the conclusion of the war narrated in the Indian epic Mahabharata. It is part of one of the most renowned pilgrimages in India which is made by thousands of seekers each year. According to the Shiva Mahapurana, by worshiping Lord Kedarnatha, one is freed from the cycle of death and rebirth.

Bhimashankara

Bhimashankara is the sixth jyotir-lingam and is situated in the lush forests of Maharashtra, close to the city of Pune. It is located at the source of the Bhimavati River.

Bhimashankara temple
Bhimashankara temple

Lord Shiva is known as “Bhima-shankara” because he defeated the wicked demon Bhima, who was a terror to all virtuous people who believed in God. Bhima represented anger, envy, and pride. In his form as Bhimashankara, the Adi-guru destroys negative qualities within a disciple.

Kashi Vishvanatha

Situated on the banks of the holiest river Ganga is the sacred city of Varanasi, the abode of the seventh jyotir-lingam—Lord Shiva in the form of Kashi Vishvanatha. This is one of the most revered shrines in all of India.

Kashi Vishvanatha temple
Kashi Vishvanatha temple

Vishvanatha, or Vishveshvara, is a name of Lord Shiva that means the “lord (or ruler) of the universe.” Varanasi, which is also popularly known as Kashi, is considered to be one of the oldest continually inhabited cities in the world. In addition to being the home of a jyotir-lingam, Kashi Vishvanatha is also a shakti peeth, the seat of the supreme Shakti. Goddess Parvati resides here in her form as Ma Annapurna, the supreme Mother who nourishes the entire universe.

Tryambakeshvara

Tryambakeshvara, the eighth jyotir-lingam, is close to the city of Nashik in Maharashtra, on the Brahmagiri hills. This sacred sanctuary is also the place of origin for the river Godavari.

Tryambakeshvara temple
Tryambakeshvara temple

“Tryambakeshvara” means “the lord with three eyes.” Lord Shiva’s third eye, in the middle of his forehead, signifies the inner eye, which is constantly looking within while still perceiving and interacting with the world outside. This inner eye of viveka, or discrimination, protects a sadhaka from their own ignorance, lack of awareness, and inner enemies.

This shiva-lingam is unique because it has three mounds of lingams, which represent Lord Shiva, Lord Brahma, and Lord Vishnu.

Baba Muktananda loved to visit Tryambakeshvara. He even took up residence close to the shrine at one point during his sadhana, staying there for the entirety of chaturmasya, the four months of the monsoon season dedicated to spiritual practice. Later, in the 1960s, Baba began visiting Tryambakeshvara every year with a group of devotees to offer puja to Lord Shiva, meditate, and have satsang.

Vaidhyanath

Vaidhyanath, “the supreme healer,” is the ninth jyotir-lingam, and it is located in Deoghar in Jharkhand, India. The temple is close to the consecrated Shiva-ganga pond.

Vaidhyanath
Vaidhyanath

This jyotir-lingam is worshiped as the form of Lord Shiva who heals his devotees of all diseases that trouble the mind, the body, and the heart, and who leads them to become perfectly sva-astha—established in their own inner Self.

Nageshvara

Close to the ocean near the city of Dvaraka in Gujarat is the tenth jyotir-lingam: Nageshvara, the “lord of the serpents.” It has several sacred lakes in its vicinity, such as the Gopi Talav and the Bhimgaj Talav.

Nageshvara lingam
Nageshvara lingam

The Nageshvara lingam is in the shape of a tri-mukhi rudraksha, a rudraksha bead that has three distinct sides. Because it is close to Dvaraka, the home of Lord Krishna, it is believed that this jyotir-lingam was often worshiped by Lord Krishna. Lord Nageshvara is said to free one of all inner poisons, such as hatred, anger, and envy.

Rameshvara

The eleventh jyotir-lingam, Rameshvara—the “lord of Rama”—is at the tip of the Indian subcontinent, on a little island located between peninsular India and Shri Lanka. There are many tirthas, tanks of sacred water, that are located in and around the temple complex in Rameshvara, and it is a tradition for devotees visiting the temple to bathe in these tirthas before receiving darshan of Lord Shiva.

Rameshvara temple
Rameshvara temple

According to the Ramayana, it was here, at the southernmost tip of India, that Lord Rama worshiped Lord Shiva before crossing the ocean to Lanka and fighting the demon Ravana. Lord Shiva appeared to Lord Rama and blessed him to be victorious. Lord Rama then humbly requested that Lord Shiva dwell in this place for generations to come and continue to bless humankind.

The Adi-guru in his form as Rameshvara Mahadeva grants courage, strength, and the blessings to be victorious in one’s endeavors to do good and to uphold dharma.

Grishneshvara

The twelfth and the final jyotir-lingam is Grishneshvara Mahadeva, which is close to the city of Aurangabad in Maharashtra. Lord Shiva in his form as Grishneshvara is the lord of compassion, granting forgiveness, happiness, and salvation to his devotees. This form of the Adi-guru is a bestower of unsurpassable grace and blessings.

Grishneshvara temple
Grishneshvara temple

Both Baba and Gurumayi have visited the temple at Grishneshvara. Gurumayi visited Grishneshvara in the late 1980s at the commencement of one of her yatras, or pilgrimages, throughout India. Gurumayi and the Siddha Yogis accompanying her recited Shri Guru Gita in this temple, performed abhishek to the jyotir-lingam, and chanted the initiation mantra of the Siddha Yoga lineage: Om Namah Shivaya.

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I love reflecting on the nature and power of the shiva-lingam because it evokes for me the divine light within, the light that Gurumayi has awakened in me and which I associate with her presence and darshan. Thinking about the shiva-lingam, worshiping the shiva-lingam always puts me in touch with my deep gratitude to my Guru.

Around twenty years ago, I was part of a group of Siddha Yogis that accompanied Gurumayi to Bhimeshvara Mahadeva, the temple to Lord Shiva that is next to Bhagavan Nityananda’s Samadhi Shrine in the village of Ganeshpuri. After Gurumayi offered puja to the shiva-lingam, we sat in the sanctum sanctorum for meditation. I remember sitting there with my eyes softly open, looking at Shri Gurumayi and at the shiva-lingam. In that moment I experienced this inimitable sense of oneness between the two; the divine resplendent shakti emanating from both the shiva-lingam and my Guru were the same. I offered my inner salutations to both—to the form of Adi-guru and to my Sadguru. I felt that I was seeing God worshiping God, the Self meditating on the Self. And I, too, having received the inner awakening from my Guru, was there, somewhere, connected to this divine energy—connected through the guru-mantra I repeat, through the guru-seva I offer, through my study and my practice of Gurumayi’s teachings, and through my devotion to my beloved Shri Guru.

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1, 2, 3, 7Shri Guru Gita, verses 96, 97,  23,  91; English translations © SYDA Foundation 2022.
4, 5Linga Purana, 17.34–35 and 17.49; English translations © SYDA Foundation 2022.
6Shiva Mahapurana, 8.1.17; English translation © SYDA Foundation 2022.

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    This exposition on jyotir-lingam has become an important part of my celebration of Mahashivaratri this year. By reading the sections on each jyotir-lingam, I felt I was on a pilgrimage to receive their darshan. Ami Bansal’s own experiences of her initial introduction to Lord Shiva through reciting Shri Guru Gita and feeling the oneness of Shri Guru with Lord Shiva are inspiring for my own sadhana.

    The remembrance of Lord Shiva as the Adi-guru and of Shri Guru’s continuing grace is making the festival of Mahashivaratri very special for me.

    New York, United States

    Focusing on the colors of the garlands that adorn the jyotir-lingam, especially the yellow and magenta flowers circling the jyotir-lingam at Kedarnatha, I feel stillness pervade my mind. I feel peaceful and protected. I am most grateful for the chance to learn about and worship Lord Shiva.

    Warrnambool, Australia

    Yes, the sacred shiva-lingam, the symbol of oneness.

    In 1975 I was living in Gurudev Siddha Peeth, and the Ashram had arranged a meditation retreat in Gujarat that a number of Westerners in the Ashram were invited to attend. The retreat was held on the banks of a river where there was a temple with a beautiful shiva-lingam. Early on the first morning of the retreat, I went to this temple to meditate. I was there by myself. The power of the temple engulfed me, and I started roaring like a lion. Then I levitated, moving across the floor of the temple, and merged into the shiva-lingam. I had returned to my true home.

    Today, I can still feel the blessings of Lord Shiva from that moment in the temple.

    Waterville, Canada

    I have experienced so many amazing meditations on the Siddha Yoga path. My most profound experiences are often in the heart and the head, as well as visions of the Blue Pearl. I have struggled to experience the column of light from the base of the spine. This amazing exposition seems to connect all the various parts for me, and I cannot wait to go deeper so that I can experience and understand the shiva-lingam.

    New York, United States

    I am thankful to Ami Bansal for bringing me closer to the jyotir-lingam, closer to Shiva and Shakti, closer to our Guru. I am in awe considering all the connections her words have lit up inside me, not only in my mind but also in my energetic and physical bodies.

    The shape of the shiva-lingam reminds me of my own journey practicing the art of pottery and sculpture. There is something about working with clay that transports me to the origin of time, the birth of the universe, the beginning of creation: the manifestation of the shiva-lingam arises from a mound of dirt formed from clay, ash, and water. When I center clay on the middle of a potter’s wheel, I tilt the clay to the side ever so slightly and then, with a circular motion, it brings itself back up into a column, in an act of creation.

    Receiving Ami’s wisdom and words is a true gift—and it happens to be my birthday week. So, I am especially grateful.

    Waterville, Canada

    All of these magnificent photos of shiva-lingams brought back very sweet memories of the Shiva Temple in Gurudev Siddha Peeth. Back in October 1999, I was in the Ashram offering seva, and I found myself drawn to visit this temple. The shakti in the temple was so strong that I was led to recite—aloud!—Shri Guru Gita. Then I entered a deep meditation.

    I now think of this temple as a golden symbol of the column of light that exists within each of us. This light has tremendous power!

    St. Laurent, Canada

    Last year, I was extremely touched by this exposition, and now I am drawn to read it again. It is so beautiful.

    While scrolling through the images, I noticed the shiva-lingam of Kashi Vishvanatha. How does Consciousness take this form? My mind was helpless to answer this question. Yet I felt drawn to adore this mysterious appearance, this wondrous image of God. And the question arose: O God, how can I worship you today?  

    Hindelang, Germany

    In this sacred month of Mahashivaratri, as I take in the images of new plants emerging from the earth, I find myself experiencing Bhagavan Nityananda within me. I am filled with the peace and contentment of shambhavi mudra—looking outward while simultaneously, and equally, looking inward. Through the grace of Gurumayi and the Siddha Yoga lineage, I feel that anything in me that is not in alignment with my sadhana is gradually being released. With this cleansing, I am emerging—new and more alive. Like the new plants offering themselves to this precious world, I am inspired to make an offering of myself to this world. And I am filled with wonder and awe at the way each moment can be filled with divine inspiration and transformation.

    California, United States

    This exposition took me back to an early experience. At that time, I knew nothing about the Siddha Yoga path. I was visiting a new acquaintance who was a disciple of Gurumayi. At one point my friend told me, “I’m going to have you listen to something.” It was an audio cassette of Gurumayi chanting the mantra.

    As soon as I heard Gurumayi’s voice chanting Om, in my mind’s eye I saw a column of fire that seemed to spring from the depths of the ages. This vision came to me and then rose into the sky. I was immediately certain that this was God, even though I had never heard this story of the column of light. When Gurumayi chanted the words Namah Shivaya, I had a vision of humanity’s pilgrimage toward God.

    The blessings bestowed by the Guru are innumerable.

    Magalas, France

    For the last six months, I have been offering seva as a Gurukula student in Gurudev Siddha Peeth. This morning, after offering seva, I walked to the Shiva Temple. As soon as I sat down, I closed my eyes and began to focus on Mahadev’s serenity. As I sat there in meditation, I thought about how fortunate I am to have discovered such a great Guru as Gurumayi, with whose help I can understand the true form of Lord Shiva. I witnessed the quietness and stillness in the Temple and experienced the same within myself.
     
    After spending the entire day remembering Lord Shiva, I went to my room and read the exposition by Ami Bansal on the Siddha Yoga path website that presented all of Mahadev’s manifestations as the shiva-lingam. As I read it, my devotion to Shri Guru began to flow like a pure river.
     

    a Gurukula student in Gurudev Siddha Peeth

    I feel gratitude for this outstanding and clear exposition, which is for me prasad as well as a pilgrimage. The understanding that Lord Shiva is the light of supreme Consciousness keeps growing in my awareness as I contemplate all his astonishing forms.
     
    Years ago, I received the sublime grace to see Lord Shiva’s eyes in the eyes of Shri Gurumayi and from that day on, I had no more doubt that the Guru is eternal. I came to know that God and the Guru are the same. And I experienced that the Guru is also the flow of shakti—the divine energy.
     
    The shiva-lingam, in its symbolic representation and its significance, allows me to worship Shiva and Shakti, and to discover in the world their omnipresence and their loving union.
     

    Rodez, France

    Reading—and imbibing—this exposition awakened in me feelings of inner calm and deeply seated energy. Suddenly the distractions of name and form dissolved into one shining, benevolent light, in which I saw my Guru, Lord Shiva, and Consciousness as one.
     
    The outer forms of worship make a new kind of sense to me now. A deeper understanding has been born, which includes a deeper understanding of the living power of Om Namah Shivaya inside me.
     

    California, United States

    When I came to the end of this exquisite commentary by Ami Bansal, I felt as though I had been transported to a different world, the world within. I felt I had made a pilgrimage to my very own Self, to the formless form of the Adi-guru, Lord Shiva, who resides in my heart.

    Nairobi, Kenya

    I am thankful to Ami Bansal for this beautiful, comprehensive exposition on jyotir-lingam. When I read the exposition, what stood out for me the most was this sentence: “The goal of all outer worship we do on the Siddha Yoga path is to lead us to the Self within.” Indeed, reading the exposition led me to experience the Self in the form of the column of light. This filled me with great wonder and bliss.

    My spouse and I are planning to undertake a pilgrimage to five of the jyotir-lingams before the upcoming celebration of Mahashivaratri. Having the knowledge of the origin, history, and importance of each jyotir-lingam that we have learned from this exposition will instill a greater sense of sacredness and gratitude in us as we go on our pilgrimage and offer puja and prayers.

    I pray that I have the purity of heart to experience God, Shiva, Shri Guru, and the Self as One always.

    Udaipur, India

    The part of Ami’s exposition which explains that the Guru and Shiva are one reminded me of my own recent experience of this truth. I have been going through a time of transition in my life, which has sometimes been overwhelming and a little frightening.

    However, one day recently I recited Shri Guru Gita along with a video recording of Gurumayi. Afterwards, as I meditated, I experienced Gurumayi smiling at me and telling me that the Guru is always with me. Suddenly, the image of Gurumayi transformed into that of Shiva. He said that he, too, is always with me and that sometimes the old needs to be destroyed so that something new can be created in its place. Shiva reassured me that everything in my life is going according to God’s plan. Ever since that experience, I have felt more at peace with all the changes in my life. I look forward to gaining an even greater understanding of the oneness of Shiva, the Guru, and the Self as I celebrate Mahashivaratri.

    Oregon, United States

    My usual practice is to begin my workday by spending a few moments visiting the Siddha Yoga path website. This anchors me and sets the pace and mood for the rest of my day. Today, I came looking for solace. I had just heard of the passing of a dear friend, a seeker, someone who had a deep connection with Shiva.

    Reading this wonderful, in-depth exposition written by Ami Bansal has helped me to realign my perspective and to steady myself. It has reminded me of the golden column of light, the light of consciousness, that is present in me, and that is beyond life and death.

    I shall be coming back, time and time again, to read and contemplate portions of this exposition. I believe that this will help to deepen my sadhana. I am always amazed at how the perfect teaching always seems to be given to me at the perfect time.

    New Delhi, India

    When I stabilize myself in my sadhana, I feel the “column of light” growing larger within me. My heart becomes bigger. As in the story told by Lord Brahma in the Linga Purana that Ami Bansal refers to in her exposition, I feel Lord Shiva at the center of my life.
     
    The image of Lord Shiva rising from within the jyotir-lingam inspires in me insights, thoughts, and feelings of compassion and equanimity. It motivates me to do the practices more regularly so as to transform all parts of myself and walk the path shown by the Guru.

    Naples, Italy

    I extend great gratitude to Ami Bansal for this incredible exposition on the shiva-lingam. It reminded me that during the years that I lived and offered seva at Gurudev Siddha Peeth, I would visit the shrine of Bhimeshvara Mahadeva in the village of Ganeshpuri, which contains a shiva-lingam. It was so sacred; I could never place words anywhere near it! I sometimes imagined it to be the sacred, very well-hidden source of the river Ganga creating our entire manifest world.

    I have felt the blessings of these visits flowing within me and all around me ever since those days in Gurudev Siddha Peeth.

    California, United States

    Last year after reading this exposition, on Mahashivaratri I offered puja to a beautiful river-rock lingam. I lit incense and chanted Om Namah Shivaya for over an hour. I then meditated on the image of the sacred column of light, which is Lord Shiva and the Guru. I felt myself suspended within that column of light. I experienced that I was self-luminous, pure, and at peace. I pray to continue to experience the subtle light of Shiva within me, keeping my mind and heart free of fear and anger through witness consciousness and discrimination. In this state I feel as if a space of peace surrounds me. I am in awe, once again, of the wonderful teachings of the Siddha Yoga path.

    Oregon, United States

    What an auspicious gift to receive in the form of this exposition. I was able to offer prayers to each of the lingams. As I paused in front of each beautiful photo, I experienced the Guru’s generosity, ever present and infinite like the pillar of light that is Shiva—the source of all that is.
    It is wonderful to visit these sacred places through the Siddha Yoga path website and allow the blessings to enter my body and mind!

    South Melbourne, Australia

    I am grateful to Ami for the virtual pilgrimage to these glorious sites permeated with shakti. I started to wish I could travel to all of them and make a pilgrimage for my seventy-fifth birthday. Even though that may not be practical for me, I have received the vision and blessing of the temples and lingams through this exposition.

    The glory of Lord Shiva manifests so beautifully in the architecture, the settings, the rivers, the flowers, and the garlands. I am grateful for the spiritual culture of India that has kept the worship of Adi-guru alive throughout time. Through Ami’s description and devotion, I realize I can access these sites in my heart and fulfill my pilgrimage from here.

    Ocean Shores, Australia

    I am so grateful for Ami Bansal’s exquisitely illuminating exposition on the jyotir-lingam, the column of light. I experienced a profound sense that I was personally guided on a pilgrimage to all twelve of the jyotir-lingams.

    Ancona, Italy

    Tonight on Mahashivaratri I performed abhishek to the lingam and the Shiva Nataraj murti that I have. As I performed abhishek to the lingam, I experienced a sparkly energy in my heart, as though I was bathing and purifying it. I immediately remembered this exposition on the Siddha Yoga path website. After reading it, I felt that I had visited all the lingams.

    New York, United States

    How fortunate we are to see the rare and precious photos of these sacred places and to be able to connect with the pure energy these places radiate! I thought about how best to receive this precious gift from Gurumayi. I decided to look closely at each lingam and mentally place it in my heart. Then I visualized gently placing fragrant white flowers such as white roses, jasmine, and gardenias in my heart, and I turned clockwise three times. When I finished this mental pradakshina, I sat down and repeated the mantra Om Namah Shivaya and meditated. My whole body was filled with light and energy.

    Unterlangenegg, Switzerland

    Each time I read the vivid description of each shiva lingam and shakti peeth site, I feel more and more overcome with a feeling of being blessed, as though I am actually visiting each of the sites. I imagine that from now on, when I offer puja to my own beloved lingam, I will connect to this experience.

    Washington, United States

    I am grateful for the wonderful journey Ami Bansal took me on! The beautiful images, the descriptions of each place, and especially the stories of Baba and Gurumayi visiting some of the temples are so uplifting for me.
     
    I better understand and feel a deeper connection now to the power and meaning of the shiva-lingam. This deeper understanding will enrich my practice of chanting the mantra Om Namah Shivaya on this auspicious day when I honor Lord Shiva and our beloved Gurumayi.   

    New Mexico, United States

    Through this exposition I am led by Ami from one sacred jyotir-lingam to another. With each description I recognize specific blessings in my life, and I become aware again of the many facets of divine love that fill my days due to the presence Shri Guru.

    On this night of Mahashivaratri, I offer my love, gratitude, and worship to Shri Guru in the form of the mantra.

    Hampton, Australia

    I am thrilled to read this gem of an exposition by Ami Bansal! How auspicious it is to learn about the twelve jyotir-lingams of India and to make a virtual pilgrimage to them on Mahashivaratri! I feel the gentle glow of the lingam along my spine. It is profoundly calming.

    I wish to share my calming blanket of peace with the world as I remember Lord Shiva today—the day the power of one repetition of the mantra Om Namah Shivaya is multiplied a thousand times!

    New York, United States

    As I read this exposition, I felt I was participating in a pilgrimage to these holy places. I am so grateful! I am awed by the glorious and immense world of light, sound, love, and beauty. I feel like I have just dived into the depths of a peaceful ocean, even if is roaring on the surface. I wish to stay there and just be.

    Hindelang, Germany

    My heart is profoundly moved by this journey to the sacred jyotir-lingam, on the eve of Mahashivaratri. I feel Gurumayi has invited us on a yatra to have darshan of each of these holy forms. As I read the descriptions of each manifestation of Lord Shiva, I offered manasa puja, mental worship— saluting each by name, making offerings, and performing pradakshina.
     
    I feel I have received the blessings of each unique site through Gurumayi’s grace, and my gratitude is flowing out in the form of tears. I offer my deep pranam to Shri Gurumayi for this precious prasad.

    Washington, United States

    I am so grateful for the detailed explanation of this beautiful and powerful journey to each of the twelve shiva-lingams.
     
    When I first began walking the Siddha Yoga path, I went to Gurudev Siddha Peeth for a stay. On my arrival, we were offered a few days to wander the Ashram grounds and acclimate ourselves. While walking about, I came upon a discrete little area of the gardens that felt very powerful to me. I was drawn into it, where I saw a shiva-lingam amongst the trees.

    Immediately, I found myself offering a full pranam. The powerful pull was so great that I did not question it until I stood up. Then I gazed in wonderment at its sacred, alluring energy. How could this object have such an amazing influence over my body and mind? In fact, my mind felt very calm and perceptive.

    Until now, no one had given me such an in-depth recounting of the glories of the shiva-lingam. I really appreciate the lesson.

    Massachusetts, United States

    This exposition is the flower of a Siddha Yogi’s love. I am so grateful for this teaching tour, with each edifice and object enlivened in prayer and worship and the presence of Gurumayi and Baba Muktananda. Though I might never be physically close to the shiva-lingams in their various locations across India, through this exposition my heart feels close to each one. What a blessing!

    Texas, United States

    I am grateful to Ami Bansal for this transcendent and learned exposition about the jyotir-lingam. It has been very interesting for me to learn about these different sacred sites. Her words have also inspired me and expanded my awareness of the connection between Shri Guru and the Lord, and of how blessed I am to be on this path and partaking in this divine connection.

    Artarmon, Australia

    I am grateful for the amazing yatra that this exposition provides—a pilgrimage through our Guru’s teachings, the scriptures of Lord Shiva, Shri Guru Gita, the writer’s experiences, and the jyotir-lingams of India. It is such a boon to be able to read and reread these precious words, so rich with wisdom, so full of light.

    California, United States

    Reading this exposition, I experienced more and more gratitude and reverence for my beloved Gurumayi and our great path. In this critical moment in our world, Lord Shiva’s form as the column of light fills me with serenity as I contemplate its immense power.

    New York, United States

    I want to thank Ami Bansal for sharing her knowledge and wisdom about the significance of the shiva-lingam and the twelve sacred temples around India. Not only have my knowledge and understanding increased appreciably, but I am also awestruck by the profundity of what I have just taken in. 

    Melbourne, Australia